The Log

Okay, I told this sto­ry a hun­dred times in my class­room: At my old high school in Upper Dar­by, PA there was a revered cou­ple, John­ny Scott and Sal­ly Drake. John­ny was the star quar­ter­back and Sal­ly was the head cheer­leader some­where back in the 1950’s. They went to Sil­ver Lake to make out, and some­how their car rolled into the lake and they both drowned. Fast for­ward to me in 1966, on a date with a hot girl. I asked her if she knew the leg­end of Sil­ver Lake—she was inter­est­ed. The leg­end was that if you parked your car back­wards on the boat ramp on cer­tain nights, you could see the lights of their car mov­ing through the lake. Did she want to try it? She did. (I usu­al­ly got a lit­tle ham­my about my make-out skills at this point.) The car rolled back­wards. The brakes didn’t work. We freaked out. Just as we were slid­ing into the lake, a log wedged itself in between the car wheels and our watery doom. On the log was carved a heart with the ini­tials “JS” and “SD” in it. It was their lake.

I can­not even begin to describe how effec­tive this sto­ry was in my class­es, espe­cial­ly Cre­ative Writ­ing. The kids hung on every word. (I have to admit, I told it pret­ty well.) I used to give a quiz afterwards—stupid ques­tions, like “What song was play­ing on the radio as we rolled back­wards into the lake?” Every­body aced it. My stu­dents would approach my chil­dren in the hall­ways: was it true? (Beth would back me up, the boys, not so much). Toward the end of my career, my stu­dents would google Sil­ver Lake and John­ny Scott and Sal­ly Drake. I explained that it was a long time ago.

Clemens final­ly gave me an Advanced Cre­ative Writ­ing class, whose sole pur­pose was to be film­mak­ing, and the first film my stu­dents want­ed to make was the sto­ry of Sil­ver Lake. What a time it was! My stu­dents were total­ly into it, and I’m not sure I’ve ever had my cre­ative juices flow­ing like that. I prob­a­bly nev­er came so close to get­ting fired, and yet it was one of the most ful­fill­ing times in my career. And, I got­ta admit, I end­ed up real­ly lik­ing “The Lights of Sil­ver Lake.”

How did I come up with this sto­ry? I don’t even know. I’m sure I stole things from oth­er stuff that I read. I felt like one of the most impor­tant things I could do as a cre­ative writ­ing teacher was to tell sto­ries that held my kids’ atten­tion. I can’t even remem­ber when I start­ed telling it. I do remem­ber sit­ting on my back porch and carv­ing a heart and “JS” and “SD” into a log. My son Nathan was with me at the time, and yes, he sold me out a few times in his high school years.

So here is my moral/ethical ques­tion: was it okay to lie to my stu­dents? When I told this sto­ry, I real­ly sold it. I did every­thing I could do to make my stu­dents believe it. And I didn’t back down. When skep­ti­cal stu­dents asked skep­ti­cal ques­tions, I held firm. I some­times won­dered if I should confess—I was just mess­ing with you all—but I nev­er decid­ed to do that. I know it is wrong to lie. I just do not think that it is black and white. Jesus’s dis­ci­ples ate wheat on the Sab­bath. There is a Spir­it who leads. What I lost in integri­ty, I gained in imaginativity. 

At least, that’s what I tell myself. I am at peace with my log. It is sit­ting up there on my book­shelf look­ing down at me right now. And Karen and my kids know that when I get cre­mat­ed, that baby gets cre­mat­ed with me.

Comments

  • I was cap­tured instant­ly because I nev­er heard this sto­ry, and being an Upper Dar­by graduate,I was intrigued. You got me! I am enjoy­ing your blog. Your writ­ing is wonderful.

    Nancy Goff Scosberg17 July, 2019
  • I believe in every lie there is some truth. And by telling that sto­ry, you caused no harm or ill will too any­one. And it forced your stu­dents to under­stand the val­ue of good writ­ing. I nev­er got to hear this sto­ry as I was in your Jour­nal­ism class and not cre­ative writ­ing. But I do remem­ber the “mar­ble” in your arm. I have one too now — and I hon­est­ly believe when I have chil­dren, I will tell them it’s a mar­ble. Because that’s more fun than any­thing else.

    Vida Rivera12 July, 2019
    • haha, vida, that makes me feel good. and i hearti­ly encour­age you to tell your kids about the mar­ble in your arm!

      Dallin Malmgren12 July, 2019
  • Great sto­ry Dallin. Inter­est­ing conun­drum on telling the sto­ry know­ing it was a lie. It sparked such cre­ativ­i­ty. I am pos­i­tive it was worth it. Loved the log touch.

    Dianne James11 July, 2019
  • Thank you for keep­ing us enter­tained with this awe­some sto­ry! That would of been cool in our day to make a movie out of it! If you find a copy please share!

    Suzanne shiroky10 July, 2019

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