Musings to my Lord on a Sunday evening…


–I think I get how infi­nite You are bet­ter than how per­son­al You are…I want both. Come to think of it, I bare­ly grasp how infi­nite You are.

–My great­est fear is that I will let You down.

–The only rem­e­dy for that fear is faith in You.

–I used to wor­ry that I would be the rocky soil where Your seed with­ered and died. Now…I don’t want to fall short of Your calling.

–Thank You for gen­tly tak­ing Aunt Faith home to You. It warms me to think she is con­tent­ed and at peace right now.

–My ego tries to creep into almost every aspect of my life and take con­trol. It dis­guis­es itself in the guise of free will. I want to choose You.

–Thank You for Karen. I know you are teach­ing us so much as we go through this peri­od of our lives. I pray we will be open to Your teaching.

–Teach me to abide in You. That is my num­ber one goal for the rest of my life. But abid­ing is so tricky. It can’t be mea­sured. Does a vine think about how much it is a part of the branch? Eyes off myself and on You.

–I want to do more for You but I am often afraid to step out. Help me.

–Music has been one of Your great­est gifts to me.

–Sports are such an invig­o­rat­ing dis­trac­tion! Give me your perspective.

–I lift up my broth­er and sis­ters to You. I love them so much. Our time is lim­it­ed. I have no desire to “evan­ge­lize”. I want Your Holy Spir­it to show me how to express Your love in a way that draws them near­er to You.

–Every knee shall bow and every tongue con­fess. I believe that.

–I ask You to bless every moment I have with my family—immediate, extend­ed, Karen’s—realizing these are the most sig­nif­i­cant peo­ple You have giv­en me to love.

–Health is one of our great­est human con­cerns, and I believe You are the source of all heal­ing, but it gets very com­pli­cat­ed after that. Increase my faith.

–Thank You for golf. I know that this might be viewed as a ratio­nal­iza­tion or an excuse, but it is a spir­i­tu­al exer­cise for me. I love play­ing golf with You.

–I can feel You mov­ing me toward more ser­vice. I want to move.

–I pray for a deep­er con­tact with You for Dylan and Bethany. They need You to be more present in their lives. And let it shine upon Edith and Agnes, our Cana­di­an cherubs!

–Thank You for the won­ders You have accom­plished for Nathan and Annal­isa (esp. one!) I pray You will give them a clear­er direc­tion of what You want for them. 

–Thank You for the warm pres­ence of Zachary and his fam­i­ly, the very best of many rea­sons to move us here. I pray for time and patience and a clear­er vision of where You are lead­ing them. (I’m get­ting redundant).

–I know that You know my thoughts. I apol­o­gize. I am learn­ing to turn them over to You. “What­ev­er is pure, what­ev­er is noble…” I have a long way to go.

–I think (and dream!) of my mom and dad sometimes—I trust them to You.

–I ask You to guide me and give me wis­dom in my spir­i­tu­al read­ing. I trust Your Spir­it not to let me be led astray.

–My time with You is pre­cious to me, even if I don’t always act like it.

–Thank You for being here with me. 

Comments

  • Thank you Lord for plac­ing Mr. Malm­gren in my life. I had no idea he would still be an inspi­ra­tion to me. In Jesus’s name, amen!

    Jeannette Balcer Truitt16 February, 2020
  • Amen and Amen. Love you. Dal

    Kathy16 February, 2020

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