Artfulness

art­work by Annal­isa Barelli

The world needs more art. I real­ized this as I was watch­ing a film called Eighth Grade awhile back. I won­dered what made me appre­ci­ate the movie so much. It was a real­is­tic por­trait, very much the way kids are (as I remem­ber from teach­ing and being). And it was uplift­ing. Cer­tain val­ues were sown into the fab­ric of the sto­ry: the love between par­ent and child (even at a dif­fi­cult age), the impor­tance of accept­ing your­self, and the desire to be help­ful to oth­er human beings. The art that I like most elevates. 

My fam­i­ly has played this game often when we get togeth­er: MS or RT? A Media Star is some­one who found the right agent or caught the pop­u­lar wave or just got lucky (if you can call it that) and became famous. An RT is a Real Tal­ent, an artist whose work demand­ed an audience…who had to become famous. And my broth­er and sis­ters would name actors and singers and authors and anchor­men and ath­letes and even politi­cians. I per­son­al­ly think our cul­ture has swung heav­i­ly toward the MS. You have to search for RT’s. (They are still out there in abundance.)

My son, a film enthu­si­ast, and I have dis­agreed about Mar­tin Scors­ese. Nah, we both think he is an RT—his cre­ative vision, his metic­u­lous­ness, his diver­si­ty, i.e., his genius. Here is my hang-up: I rarely like any­one in his movies: the char­ac­ters, not the actors. I know that sounds extreme­ly subjective—but is it? I think Scorsese’s pri­ma­ry (but not sin­gu­lar) focus in his career has been immoral­i­ty tales—the path­way to and the results of fal­l­en­ness. Like I said, I like art that elevates. 

And so I looked at my art—I am try­ing to be a writer. With no false mod­esty, I can say that I feel more like a brick­lay­er than an archi­tect. I have learned that pur­su­ing an art can become as idol­a­trous as bal­anc­ing a check­book. I am try­ing to main­tain a sin­gle focus: keep writ­ing. Is it fear or wis­dom? With­out a doubt, my pur­pose is to uplift. If you have read me at all, you know that has to con­nect with Jesus. I am lis­ten­ing for His voice. I can be thick-head­ed. But I’m not dip­ping my toes in and then step­ping out. I am in. Wher­ev­er God leads me is where I want to end up. And yet, I have a pen­chant for mak­ing wrong turns. I am a per­son before I am a writer.

A won­der­ful real­iza­tion came to me. Writ­ing is too restric­tive. I don’t have to pur­sue an art—I want to acquire, devel­op as a char­ac­ter­is­tic, com­mune with: artfulness.

What is art­ful­ness? Mak­ing the right choic­es all of the time. Paul said it best: “…what­ev­er is true, what­ev­er is noble, what­ev­er is right, what­ev­er is pure, what­ev­er is love­ly, what­ev­er is admirable—if any­thing is excel­lent or praiseworthy—think about such things.” If I can car­ry that con­scious­ness into every sit­u­a­tion, from mak­ing Aunt Faith’s tea, to shar­ing a golf cart, to doing the dish­es, I will be liv­ing art­ful­ly. Of course, I can’t. I fall short con­tin­u­ous­ly. But as long as I get back up, reset my focus and move for­ward, I am prac­tic­ing artfulness.

Comments

  • Oops, I did miss your point. That said , the focus one devel­ops as an artist can trans­fer to oth­er activ­i­ties, it’s very zen.

    Gretch22 September, 2019
  • First, Mar­tin Scors­ese did the last waltz, rolling thun­der revue, Alice does­n’t live here any­more, bring­ing out the dead( high art and love sto­ry with redemp­tion) , shine a light.…just to name a few. Art is a lan­guage, and has the poten­tial to be very elo­quent and endur­ing depend­ing on the tal­ent. Artists; those who tru­ly feel called to devel­op their skill and vision are search­ing for the “rap­ture” . that state Neitzsche speaks about in the will to pow­er. That place where you are express­ing your soul and you have devel­oped the excel­lence and skill to do so. Those are my two cents on “art­ful­ness”
    Love to you as always,
    Gretch

    Gretch11 September, 2019
    • The Last Waltz is the great­est con­cert film I ever watched. I told you, I know Scors­ese is an RT. I liked your artist def­i­n­i­tion, but I wres­tle with the “real­ly feel called” part. (Per­haps because I’m not). I am more in the “think I want to” cat­e­go­ry. The state you describe, Niet­zsche’s “rap­ture” sounds wonderful–I hope I get there! But you’ve been at this way longer…i have always been a dab­bler. I hope you did­n’t miss my main point though–artfulness is more about your life than your work. It makes me so hap­py that you read my blog. Love to you too.
      Dallin

      Dallin Malmgren16 September, 2019

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