Pandemic Fever

hon­est to God pho­to by Karen

It’s get­ting to me—I find myself sinking—my qui­et times are labored—my golf game is muddled—my irri­tabil­i­ty quo­tient is on trig­ger-fin­ger mode—The Same­ness (see blog post 6/7/2020) is more deadening—the evening news is more depressing—the nation­al lead­er­ship is more absurd—my escape valves are less satisfactory.

Of course, I have a built-in excuse: the unre­lent­ing, oppres­sive, step-into-a-fur­nace-when-you-step-out-the-door, unend­ing heat! I took that pho­to at 4:05 today. I haven’t sat out on my porch, my haven (see blog post 3/11/2020), all week long. This heat paralyzes.

But Pan­dem­ic Fever has not just struck me, and it is not only in Dal­las. I have rel­a­tives in New Orleans and San Fran­cis­co and Bend and Seat­tle and Port Townsend and Squamish, British Columbia—and they all attest to symp­toms sim­i­lar to those list­ed above. Even my senior golf buds, usu­al­ly the most con­ge­nial guys on the plan­et (and why not—we’re play­ing golf!), were more quar­rel­some this week than I’ve ever seen them. And I see more and more evi­dence of this mal­a­dy on social media—my Trumpite friends are laps­ing into wilder-than-ever con­spir­a­cy the­o­ries, and the Biden­ites are beg­ging for more and more mon­ey. No one seems very happy.

My heart goes out espe­cial­ly to the teach­ers. While strug­gling with the same effects of the pan­dem­ic that we all are, they are being asked to step up their game. They will have to work hard­er this year than they ever have. Online and in-class teach­ing. Spe­cial duties and pre­cau­tions. Fre­quent­ly unsym­pa­thet­ic par­ents and admin­is­tra­tors to deal with. Unco­op­er­a­tive stu­dents (true, we have some of those to deal with every year). And remem­ber, they will be doing all of this in an envi­ron­ment that is unde­ni­ably, incon­tro­vert­ibly haz­ardous to their own health.

Sad­ly, we don’t have a cure for Pan­dem­ic Fever. I have to con­fess that up to this point most of my virus-relat­ed prayers have been direct­ed toward His keep­ing our loved ones safe and His using the pan­dem­ic to straight­en out the mess this coun­try has become. But I too am step­ping up my game—I am pray­ing full-time for a vac­cine. We need to get past this. There will undoubt­ed­ly be a new nor­mal, but any nor­mal sounds pret­ty good right now.

In the mean­time, my two crutch­es are God and faith. I believe things have to get bet­ter. I believe our coun­try is chang­ing its polit­i­cal direc­tion. I believe there is an over­whelm­ing uni­fy­ing effect of the virus—the recog­ni­tion of our need to help each oth­er. This is a marathon, not a sprint. As the apos­tle James says …the test­ing of our faith pro­duces endurance…; and as Paul says …endurance pro­duces char­ac­ter, and char­ac­ter pro­duces hope.

Comments

  • Yes. So true! Love you. Always appre­ci­ate your writ­ings and perspective.

    Annalisa23 August, 2020
  • Well said, and I concur.

    Gretchen17 August, 2020

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